He knows

He knows.

I often wonder if Hamid can sense how I am doing. I think about that often and wonder if there is a way that he senses if I am struggling andhurting. Just tonight I really tried to send out good energy and thoughts to himso that he would know that I am ok. Even though I cry as I type this I just hopethat maybe somehow he sensed it.

"I have no doubt that Hamid can sense how you feel. His death didn't shatter your connection. Hardly. He knows your heart. You and Hamid have touched something so deep that mere death cannot separate the intertwining of your spirits. I suspect that at times you'll even feel him and know his heart. Perhaps thru dreams, perhaps thru unexplainable events, perhaps thru the feeling of presence in a mystical way. Perhaps you already have." He knows....yes, Chris was right, he really does know and our connection lives on through all time and space.

It is actually the end of November and I realized that I had never finished this post - I had only started the above information and saved it as a draft. Hamid does know. He has sent me signs. For those of you who feel alone without your loved one...yes, it is lonely, it is hard to live without our soulmate, but there are signs for us, signs to help us stay strong, and most importantly to reassure us and let us have peace.